SPAM DX
Zero had smexy body hahahaa

Beautiful and yet disturbing song not this music video, but another song. i was like ahhh when i heard that name on the song O.O (maji de) no jokes DX

Okay, Safe, Everything under control, my blog completely hidden now O: (maji de??)
Anyway, Today practical nya sadang, but then aku punya reading jauh pelantingnya huhu.
(btw, teacher said that I could possibly have 6 out of 10. ACK! Hell whattt??)
But Then Ah…
And tadi bru habis computer exam, still sadang, except that qs.16 ]: I gonna chomph that qs. XD because I made a lot of mistake on creating flow chart (liat sja paper ku dbelakang, pui.. lawa design ku atu XDDD –meaning banyk cincaunya XD )
Kan ku angkat tangan tdi pun, dorang investigator atu ceta sal aircon , (wah, sampai smua aircon tutup mwuahaha DX)

Chapter Two



Do you know exactly behind the mirror? You might don’t know this. But then, when you look through the mirror. You saw yourself.

But actually that is the place where you can see your “other” self, opposite personality that you had now.
When you realized that happen, you know it. But still, you tend to ignored it.
Then, you never know that other side of you consume yourself and become you instead of yourself. And you, will be trapped inside his own world.



What the heck I talking about? Ah, no. It’s not a dream. I heard myself as that I spoke that words to someone, and I look trough the mirror and saw my other self. I could see that my eyes and auras are different from usual.
The red scarlet eyes turned to yellow cat-eyes and the aura turned into the feeling of “lust for human meat” and feeling of”want to kill” surrounded me.
The growl appears. I looked down, and saw my hand totally different my usual one, hairy and has long nail. I even lick inside my mouth and noticed that I had 4 long canines. I glanced back to the mirror, and saw myself, yelping for help.



I don’t want to be this. Help Me!



“AH!” I shouted. My shut eye opened so large and blinked, gasped in terror, realized that I was actually in my own dream.
Rats, nightmare.
I shook my head and looked down. I can feel my sweat all over my body and wiped my sweat away from my hot face.
I still looked down to my blanket and blinked again.
Wait a minute...
Took a glance on my watch and it’s already…

“It’s 7.15 already??! “ I breathed and looked beside me; the bed was nicely arranged like no one ever touched that bed.
I looked back to blanket and told myself
“Better get going” I blinked and threw my blanket away.

Well, I did in rush, I meant too rush, grabbing the bread, which is empty bread and sipped on hot Milo for breakfast (sweet, I just love Milo).Then I was running like hell, it’s like I messed my self. Improper clothing- unbutton shirt, unzip trouser- much of my embrassement, jacket on my shoulder, messy hair and the bread on my mouth, messy isn’t it? I sighed heavily while running to the greatest speed.

On the way run, I tried to zip my trousers first (because I don’t want to be embarrasses myself at the first day of school) and button on my shirt then put my jacket, speed to the school MANSION .Well, that didn’t end there.

I wondered around while chewing my bread.

Okay, now I realized on something. Okay, I’m lost, and I just don’t know where to go, especially goes to the hall, where ceremony supposed to be started.

I kept wondered around then bashed to someone.

I rubbed on painful nose and glance upward.

“Asakura-kun??” I cried.

He laughed to me “Get lost already at first day?”

I nodded slowly although I felt thunder strike to me.

He grinned, “Well, you are lucky that I just happened to be here”

Then he grabbed my hand and walked away.

“Let’s go then. “He smiled.

I smirked to him and gave a dry laugh.

“Right” I mumbled.

And so luckily for us, as the ceremony started, we just arrived at the right time.

But then it turned into bad time, as I sat beside this bossy freaking rich guy, whose kiryuu kaoru; which still I didn’t like him since the time I met him.

“You” I grimed.

“Humph” He frowned, glaring to me.

And so it is. We were like had this long stare, at each other until the ceremony done, with ever-lasting cursing each at each other too, while as asakura sat behind me- that is two miles away from me.

After the ceremony ended, I immediately escaped from this guy, and ran to Asakura seat.

So Fast forward the burdensome scene, we all looked through the class list.

“So, It’s the time then” I said, as I shake Asakura’s hand

“Yes” He murmured to me, still holding my hand.

Me,Yuuzumaru Yuichi, from now am on study at class 1-A, which I expected to go, well as for Asakura, goes to class 1-C which separated us though.

So after that short conversation, we walked away to our own class.

And so the unexpected scene happened after that, I met again with this freak guy, which is happened to be same class with me!

“YOU AGAIN” I yelled to him, pointing toward him.

His “duh” face looked to me, and sighed. ”And you again, Very disturbing”

I was freaked out and at the same time, frowned, “right”

Our fight made uproar from the girls in our class, supporting this guy.

Still it didn’t end there.

I tried to avoid him by sitting away from him, but then, ended with sitting beside him-that is my seat is beside the window, while that kiryuu guy seat is behind to me. Well, At least, I didn’t see his face at this point but then I can felt the “jealously” feeling behind me. That made me to be uneasy.

At lunch break, I dazed around the window despite that I just HATE to look behind me- Kiryuu the stupid freak rich guy.

While wondered around, a huge hit slammed to my table which made me to freak out.

“AHHHH!!” I breathed as I saw blonde-hair teenage girl put her hand to my table.

“Eh?” I gasped for awhile. Wait a minute. I seem to know her from somewhere, I tried to re-call back.

“AH! You must be yuu-chan right!?” she exclaimed as she slammed again my table AGAIN.” I could tell you by this necklace”

She pointed to my blue-cleared crystal necklace.

“Ha-ha” I said softly. Then I blinked again. “Hime-sama!”

“Right! Now you kind of remember me! Ehehe~!” She exclaimed again while winked to me. “By the way, you don’t have to call me Hime.”

Then she gave her hand to me.

“Shinichi Mikan. Your classmate XP and you are?”

“Yuuzumaru Yuichi desu~” I said softly and smiled.

That made Shinichi Mikan face turn red.

“Huh?” I blinked. Then I put my hand to her forehead “Are you okay? You kind of flush in red”

“Argh! DON’T TOUCH ME!” She Shouted to me while her hand strike to my face.

Instructions: Put your favorite music player on shuffle (Party Shuffle on iTunes) and fill in the names of the songs in the order they show up. Or you could pick your own songs, but that's not as much fun. ;)

Happiness is: fast and furious XD

Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include: makhluk tuhan paling sexy (LOL!!! ROFL)

My favorite thing to do is: little busters!

The best thing about me is: beat it

My make-out song is: thunder-break (wai.. that's too scary)

I'll have a good day if I can just hear: bravin bad brew

How will you die : sound of bounce (hahaha)

Behind my back, my friends think I'm: sadness and sorrow (poor me)

My parents are like the song: my lullaby

Right now, I feel: rondo (wee)

This song describes my grandparents: if i never see your face again (rofl)

This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life: Two Beats and Red Sins (man...complicated XD)

My birth was like: elang (hahaa)

To cheer myself up I: higher and higher

My love of life was inspired by the song: it's only fairy tale (that's fits me well huhu)

My alter-ego is: blood queen (haha)

If I reached the top of Mount Everest, what I would scream: SAND CASTLE (ack?)

Will I ever have kids? : hanya kau yang mampu (sapa nah XD)

Highschool was like: for real (lol.)

My friends see me as: Domain of the Holy Girl (awesome ;D )

At my wedding they'll play: rolling star

My theme song: crescendo

At my funeral they'll play: eien ni-become eternity wow XD

When I'm drunk I say: the law of sadness!

If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell:butter-fly! XD

My day will be like: humming bird (wwee)

The story of my life is: bossy XD

What I did did last night was: say goodbye (ooo.ooo)

Lil update

I should be studying right now, but then I just spend little of my time sharing something about my dream.
It kind of unusual for some people to know this, but then I am already get used with these dream that I usually encountered.
The basic idea of most of my dream is that:

1)It is too random- either it from real life or fantasy, or both of em can be mixed as well.

2) it cannot be stop – but it can be pause and restart (o.O really!! It like a game!)

3) and yet it cannot be controllable –unlike jaz, I can’t be the control master of my dream XD

4) too much changing scene – until you don’t know where you are right now

5) not sensible- alah, mainan tidor (hint- related with bathroom and fitting room)

6) but then, sometime it related with the future –dejavu.

7) Adventure yet menyasatkan XD
Like one of my dream is that where we had this geo lesson and all of the sudden, I had this fight with nanimonai and then he shouted to me and ran away like jerk. I ignored him and turn to jaz which is kinda frighten me because she frowned to me, I had no choice but had to chased him! Then change the scene where, the school announced that the school going to flood. Meh, whatever.. lupa ku lapas atu XD
And other dream which I encountered when I was like form 2, (which is still at school) all of student gathered and kna bubut oleh this creepy monsters and so we ran away all over direction and ended with dead end, I closed my eyes and wallah.. it’s a pause screen XD
I restarted it again and choose other direction which lead to other different story on different location (boy, I missed the action scene XD)
The proof of The point 5 above is there’s a dream where, me and all of my cousin where
We all like runaways, tpi tyme atu, aku mau cuba this cloth and so I went in to fitting room which I didn’t noticed that there’s doors all over it O.O nightmare!!

Then there’s the scene where kami mencari teleport in the hospital, tarang2x arah tmpt patient tidor ada teleport basar ani mengacau XD
Teleport ke mna? We are inside the…. Kotak menyimpan mop XD haha
Another one is where this guy named blue(I just frankly called him) where still at school, when it was lunch break, grabbed my hand while I berjalan2x ke kantin, and bwa ku lari.
Then I saw he smiled to me, and lead me to nose bleed HAHAHA

And yesterday, my dream is really unusual one XD

I don’t remember the first part which I think involved with shiki.. but then I don’t want to re call that. Pas tu the second part where we(me, my sis and my father) had to save this girl from this high apartment(ada ceta msa we stuck on that room tapi lupa ku cnaaa), we had to walk on the roof Like the game on golden compass. It almost like real, thank goodness that I didn’t watch the below *shiver*

After we saved landed on the safe area, my father gave us sign that suruh kami wait for him while ia go the restroom, but then inda sampai seminit, ia trus meluru keluar, terbangang jua kami tu trus ja aku berlari glomph ia XD

Changing the scene, my father bertukar menjadi one of my classmate, which she said” I found this guy!”
I was like What???
Then she said “ aku jumpa lelaki cam cmitsui”
Nya ku BNR wah??

And so.. panjang ja cetaku ani.. part three bermula dmna aku cling arah my classmate ani.(ia bring aku cam nda wah) While other two ikut dbelakang.
(I wonder why I clinged to her XD, inda jua ia marah)
Then kami keluar to that area, dhutan dmana kami ceta and
Melarikan diri dri tempat utan atu.

(laps ani lagitah bagijap dmna.. we slide on this area cam rollercoaster bah but more begi takut kan pengsan ku ah~!)
Part four bermula lapas atu, ani class trip ni O.o, dmna after the rollercoaster one, we finally arrived at this cold volcano, dmna inside it there’s a lot of cool stuff!! O.O (cam dspace style nya weee~~)
And I had this game fight with one of my classmate, dmana I was a baby dino climbing ke puncak mountain which is more creeper. It more than real.. O.o
After that, there part 5 ..where aku terbangun dri tidor ku XD kul 11.25 dah XD akhir jua XD
Today.. mostly realed with yaoi stuff, i don't want even to touch about that. ==" miserable.

All I could say it is not made by me DX © my dream XDD hahaa

Not much personal update here, because
1) i am so lazy
2)den, there's nothing to do except for study and drawing
3) and i didn't even want to touch the story about THAT GUY
4) and so i only wanted to struggle in pain inside my bed,(my sis knew ahhh)

but anyway, today aku shopping berabis (aik, berbahasa malay ja, antam ja rojak rojak lahhh)
tdi berbali buku : study planner XD , kan bali bag pensil malas jua ku nmanya kan hujung taun,so i can buy next year la XD so i brought this cool wallet. then wallet atu rupanya nya adek ku milik CADEK IA O.o but i don't care. namanya terbalinya XP
Then shopping berabis arah pen sma pencil (jgn lupa my beloved paper *snuggle*)
and so duitku yg berlambak atu tinggal 8 bucks huhu.
um.. apa lagi.
and oh we had this CLEANING campaign dbilik.
sekali berusah, sma jua usulnya. nda guna nya berasin banyk habuksss bertarabngan di idung.aduss..

bah smpai dsini saja ku dpt berceta. tunggu habis o lvel (kali), bru menyambung ceta.. kali.. haha

Rondo-On/off Full ver =D

KANJI

白い薔薇の花びら　ひとつふたつ開けば
あの日の記憶蘇るでしょう
安らぎに照らされて　花を咲かせた夜は
甘くせつなく　色づいていく

光る糸を辿るように　時間(とき)は静かに流れて
満ち引く揺れに添いながら　人は生まれ変わる

貴方の微笑みは　胸を溶かすぬくもり
どこかで見た　淡い夢のよう
沈む夕日に　今を切り取られても
二人の影は重なっていく

果てしなく遠く　限りなく深く　交わった運命のように
何度もつかんで　何度も失って　やっと廻り合えた事
空が地を求め　花が雨を待ち　夜が明日を恋うように
二つの心が　一つだったこと　こんなにも求めてたの

永い眠りほどいて　今宵めぐり逢えたら
二人の輪廻曲(ロンド)　さあ　踊りましょう

過ぎた日々を流すように　月はやさしく潤んで
記憶の先にもう一度　愛しさが溢れた

貴方の年月を　二重に歩めるなら
影となって　守っていたい
吹き迷う風　二人を遠ざけても
信じることを忘れないで

宛てない煌めき　儚い揺らめき　漂う幻のように
彷徨いながらも　変わらない場所へ　やっとたどり着いた事
闇が陽を奪い　嘘が罪に泣き　過去が未来を裂いても
巡りゆく様に　きっとこの場所を　私は選んでいたの

果てしなく遠く　限りなく深く　交わった運命のように
何度もつかんで　何度も失って　やっと廻り合えた事
空が地を求め　花が雨を待ち　夜が明日を恋うように
二つの心が　一つだったこと　こんなにも求めてたの

白い薔薇の花びら　ひとつふたつ散る時
優しい朝に染められるでしょう
そして生まれ変わって　貴方の胸に咲けば
二人の愛は永遠になる


Romanji
shiroi bara no hanabira hitotsu futatsu hirakeba
ano hi no kioku yomigaeru deshou
yasuragi ni terasarete hana wo sakaseta yoru wa
amaku setsunaku irozuiteiku

hikaru ito wo tadoru you ni toki wa shizuka ni nagarete
michi hiku yure ni soi nagara hito wa umarekawaru

anata no hohoemi wa mune wo tokasu nukumori
dokoka de mita amai yume no you
shizumu yuuhi ni ima wo kiritorarete mo
futari no kage wa kasanatteiku

hateshinaku tooku kagirinaku fukaku majiwatta unmei no you ni
nandomo tsukande nandomo ushinatte yatto meguri aeta koto
sora ga chi wo motome hana ga ame wo machi yoru ga ashita wo kou you ni
futatsu no kokoro ga hitotsu datta koto konnani mo motometeta no

nagai nemuri hodoite koyoi meguri aetara
futari no rondo saa odorimashou

sugita hibi wo nagasu you ni tsuki wa yasashiku urunde
kioku no sakini mouichido itoshisa ga afureta

anata no nengetsu wo futae ni ayumeru nara
kage tonatte mamotteitai
fuki mayou kaze futari wo toozaketemo
shinjiru koto wo wasurenaide

atenai kirameki hakanai yurameki tadayou maborishi no you ni
samayoi nagaramo kawaranai basho e yatto tadoritsuita koto
yami ga hi wo ubai uso ga tsumi ni naki kako ga mirai wo saite mo
meguriyuku you ni kitto kono basho wo watashi wa erandeita no

hateshinaku tooku kagirinaku fukaku majiwatta unmei no you ni
nandomo tsukande nandomo ushinatte yatto meguri aeta koto
sora ga chi wo motome hana ga ame wo machi yoru ga ashita wo kou you ni
futatsu no kokoro ga hitotsu datta koto konnani mo motometeta no

shiroi bara no hanabira hitotsu futatsu chiru toki
yasashii asa ni somerareru deshou
soshite umarekawatte anata no mune ni sakeba
futari no ai wa eien ni naru

ENGLISH


If the white rose petals open one by one
Will the memories from those days revive?
Illuminated by tranquility, the night that makes flowers bloom
Is sweet yet painful and becoming colored

Like following a shining thread, time is quietly flowing
While people stick to the movement of flow and ebb, they are reborn

Your smile is the warmth that melts my chest
Like a faint dream that I had somewhere
Even if the present moment is cut up by the setting sun
Our shadows are overlapping

Endless and far, boundless and deep, like destinies that crossed each other
I grasped it again and again, I lost it again and again, the fact that we were finally able to meet
Like how the sky yearns for the earth, the flowers wait for the rain, and the night falls in love with tomorrow
I yearned so much for the fact that two hearts were one

If we can relieve ourselves from eternal slumber and see each other tonight
Come on, let's dance in our rondo

Like moving through the passed days, the moon is tender and clouded
And beyond my memories, love overflowed again

If I can walk through your moments for a second time
Then I want to become a shadow and protect you
Even if the blindly blowing wind estranges us
Please don't forget about believing

An aimless sparkle, a fleeting wavering, like drifting illusions
Even while I wandered, I finally made it to the place that won't change
Even if the darkness steals away the sun, lies cry to sins, and the past splits apart the future
As if going around to places, I'm certain that I chose this place

Endless and far, boundless and deep, like destinies that crossed each other
I grasped it again and again, I lost it again and again, the fact that we were finally able to meet
Like how the sky yearns for the earth, the flowers wait for the rain, and the night falls in love with tomorrow
I yearned so much for the fact that two hearts were one

If the white rose petals scatter one by one
Will we be dyed by the tender morning?
And if I am reborn and bloom in your chest
Our love will become eternity

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